The One Surprising Tool, To Help With Your Eating
Filed Under: Change
28 June 2024 | Written by Xenia Ayiotis
Do you often find yourself judging your food choices or feeling guilty about your eating habits? Do you blame yourself for the diets and eating plans you’ve followed and stopped? I used to think I wasn’t judging myself, until I became aware of the running commentary in my mind. Maybe you’ve also noticed a constant inner dialogue?
“Why did I eat that?”
“I can’t believe I’ve gained that weight back again!”
“I should have resisted the urge to snack…”
“I feel so ashamed”
“Why can’t I stop bingeing?”
As I allowed these thoughts to become automatic and habitual, I started believing them, they felt so normal. It wasn’t until I was able to recognise this destructive narrative that I truly understood the effect it was having on my life. These thoughts led to feelings of shame and lack of self-worth. These thoughts and beliefs undermined my confidence, they made me hide and play small. The cycle of beating myself up each time I would binge or eat too much had become so pervasive that I needed a countermeasure.
Anne Lamott says, “My mind is a bad neighbourhood that I try not to go into alone” In my case, I lived there permanently.
When I started to learn about the power of observing my thoughts, I also learned about self-compassion as an approach to healing. I used this approach to diffuse destructive thought patterns. Working skilfully with thoughts is like training a puppy. I learned to see my thoughts as thoughts and not facts. I also treated my thoughts with the same kindness I showed to my dog when we would go to puppy training, using an encouraging and supportive tone. The thought that I was a failure because I couldn’t stick to any diet and that my happiness depended on a number on the scale would dominate my days blocking any possibility for joy. As I started working with these thoughts and beliefs, challenging them and offering alternative thoughts that were equally true, the thoughts began to surface less frequently, with less intensity. With time my binges reduced and the way I cared for myself changed for the better. It is not easy to do this, it’s hard work shifting thought patterns but it was so worth it. It changed my relationship with food and myself.
I invite you to use a similar approach with yourself regarding your relationship with food. Every time you judge yourself, you establish neural pathways that create a closed and critical mind instead of an open mind.
There’s a freedom that comes from reducing judgements.
“Feeling compassion for ourselves in no way releases us from responsibility for our actions. Rather, it releases us from the self-hatred that prevents us from responding to our life with clarity and balance.”
Tara Brach
Why practice self-compassion in your food journey?
Some of you may argue that you are “letting yourself of the hook”, it’s indulgent or that you will never change. Self-compassion has been shown to calm the nervous system and reduce shame. The practice is to gently interrupt the harsh judgements and offer ourselves acceptance and kindness instead. Some people think that self-compassion is complacent, for me it has allowed me to have my own back in order to show up more fully in life. Self-compassion also provides the safety we need, to admit mistakes rather than needing to blame others. Self-compassion is not ignoring what’s difficult and challenging, it helps you deal with what is not working for you and to change that from a place of kindness. It strengthens our resilience, allowing us to bounce back from setbacks and navigate challenges with grace.
By cultivating self-compassion, we can learn to embrace eating with joy. It allows us to reclaim the joy of eating and savour each moment without guilt or shame.
When used with intention, self-compassion is a powerful tool for transforming your relationship with food, your body and yourself. With practice and patience, you can transform your relationship with food and cultivate a mindset of kindness and self-compassion.
I have included a guided meditation that invites you to offer your mind some kindness. Try it and let me know what you think?
May we all learn to be kinder to ourselves.
Xen
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