And I Love You So
Filed Under: Body Acceptance
13 February 2024 | Written by Xenia Ayiotis
And I Love You So
This is the title of my favourite love song by Don McLean.
When we think about love, we often look at love in relation to having someone to love or someone who loves us back.
What if we rather looked at self-love?
Self-love is challenging. We are programmed to be hard on ourselves.
I so often hear my clients say: “I want to learn to love myself”.
So how do we do it?
How do we start to love ourselves?
“You, yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe, deserve your love and affection.”
— Buddha —
It’s exceptionally difficult to go from judging and hating yourself to loving yourself.
There are many steps between hate and love.
First, we have to stop the hating. That means to stop judging and beating ourselves up.
How do we do that?
Through AWARENESS?
We need to notice that critical voice.
It may help to give her a name. Once you start to notice the voice of the inner critic it’s important not to believe everything she says.
As the adage goes: Don’t believe everything you think!
Secondly, we need to shift from hate to a more neutral tone towards ourselves. It’s a big jump to go from hate to love and the bridge between the two is a neutral voice or a respectful voice. This takes practice because we need to identify the critical voice, challenge it and replace the thought with a more respectful or neutral thought.
Thirdly, we need to start the process of learning to accept the parts of ourselves we have difficulty loving. Accepting does not necessarily means liking, it means that acknowledging they are there.
Once we can accept our “dark side”, be less critical about ourselves, and start practicing compassion when we mess up, then the pathway to loving ourselves can be easier.
As Elizabeth Gilbert says, “Embrace the glorious mess that you are”.
What if, for the rest of this year, you simply focused on loving yourself just a tiny little bit more?
Xen
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